I am hanging on by a thread, and it's feeling pretty thread-bare. About to snap. About to break.
WARNING: Major pity party, poutfest, whineapalooza, sighville below. Proceed at your own risk.
*I have basically no restriction. How in the hell is that possible after being so tight I couldn't eat anything but liquids for 10 days? I even posted about it on LBT, because I am (irrationally) starting to think the lap-band isn't going to work for me. I have a call into my PA, but she hasn't called me back yet. 11cc in a 14cc band, too tight for 10 days, and then BOOM, nada. Sigh.
*DH has to work Friday. Our sitter doesn't watch kids on Fridays. I have to work Friday as well. Those three things don't go together very well. Sigh.
*DH is supposed to come home on Thursdays, but since he has to work Friday, he can't come home tomorrow. And it's his birthday. Sigh.
*DH is being sent to Orlando next week to cover their store as store manager while the current store manager is out on medical leave. He is leaving Tuesday on a one-way ticket. Sigh.
*DH has no idea when he'll be back. Hence the one-way ticket. Sigh.
*I love my kids, but I do not enjoy being solely responsible for them. Sigh.
*I have no one to watch the kids on every Friday going forward, assuming DH is in Orlando. Sigh.
*I have to work next Monday and Tuesday evenings. HAVE TO. As of right now, I have no one to watch the kids (my mom is trying to get back in time to watch them, but she is stuck in the UP of MI trying to get her dad settled in a nursing home, and it's not going well). Sigh.
*My period started today. Sigh.
*I am up 1.4 lbs from my lowest. Sigh.
*I have a ton of work to do and don't want to. Sigh.